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| Danng. I haven't been here since March..Wow..
Well life's normal, I suppose. Nothing big in my life is going on. But it's all good. I like it how it is.
But anyways a wise friend of mine, showed me one of his quotes. It's about love. And it's straight up true/sweet. When it comes to "love" you have to be realistic. You can't say your "in love" with someone if you guys use the same brush or something. I mean every person is different in life I know. But still, it doesn't make sense if your aims toward a preson aren't real. It doesn't seem right in my opinion. But hey as I said everyone's different, in their own way.
In my opinion God put everyone on this earth to be with someone. The one that you dream of all your life. The one that you know will be with you until your dying days. The one that will be there with you when you win at Bingo games. The one..well you get my point, right? Don't deny that you haven't thought of that special someone.EVER.Because I know you have. Everyone has. Especially in your dreams.
"quotes"
"..someone who can of course love you back. we all know sometimes, love is just a phase for people. but love isnt and shouldnt be a phase, otherwise, it wouldnt be "love." love is eternal. even when death does part a couple, the love for that person doesnt die down. its still there..."
-JayClef | | |
| DATE/TIME: 03.30.05 - 10:10pm
MOOD: Can't pin point it.
FEELiN': When You Love Someone - DnH "n" Premiere
UNiQUE ONE
I'm feeling a bit, strange if you want to call it that. I can't seem to understand what my feelings are right now.
I always listen to "slow jams" because it fits my mood, apparently all the time. But lately I've been somewhat favoring the ones that really pin point love. It's somewhat like all I'm into. I love listening to beats. Fast, up-beat songs such as "Boom Boom Boom" Vegnaboys[not sure about that. But still..I mean I know that's like my favorite genre of music. But I can't seem to get myself into others, at the moment at least.
I've been a bit mean, or how can you say, blunt on certain subjects to certain people. I would say sorry for it, but at times, to certain people they deserve it. Not to be so blunt and what not, but certain people just really get me ticked. I mean I love my friends and family. Those are probably the people that don't get me mad. But to those, who are posers, biters, wannabees, & etc..they can kiss my filipina behind. If they want to be someone, all I can technically say is be your stinking self. Don't be copying off of people that you don't even know, or think you can get away with things without asking first. Because that shows how shallow you can really be, or really are.
Keep that in mind.
-Allyson | | |
| DATE:03.29.05 - 4:03pm
MOOD: Not very open.
FEELIN': Dressy?
New Colors. New Picture. New Banner. New Song.
Typically
about all I can say right now. I have many things in my mind right now,
but I'm not very open right now. So you have to deal with it and wait
until my next blog, which will probably be within the week since it's
Spring Break and all.
Good day to all.
: Allyson
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| DATE/TIME: March.25.2005 / 11:04pm
MOOD: thinking again..bad? I think not..hopefully
This song always gets to me. Haven't heard it in ages but it does.
Mood has changed on certain subjects. I've somewhat become more open to someone that I know I can be to. I have no secrets from that someone, and that someone has no secrets from me.At least we think, we don't.
Life can be a burden to some. But to other's it can be a joy. It just depends on the way you look at it, actually. If you take life and think it's just something that's nothing. Then life for you will be, how can you say, horrible. But if you try and make like the fullest. Then maybe it won't be so bad. Maybe it'll be actually in some way, what you want it to be. Could that be possible to even try? I don't know..it's all about your emotions, when you think about it.
Don't think to much because thinking to much is goin to hurt. If you think to much then your brain might explode and you might turn into a raisen. Which isn't good because well. It just isn't. (That was stupid mode)
Don't hold things in either. That hurts even more. Especially when you want to tell someone something, btu then you know that you can't because it might ruin something. Or if the teacher has lipstick on her teeth, but you don't want to be rude.(ok that was outa nowhere, but yeah) It tends to eat your insides. Take away all your other emotions and focus just on the one. You know? Just think about it.
On another note...My Kuya Eman's here! Yay! I'm happy as a mo-- poop.(can't cuss) Don't get to see him much. But it sucks because he's only here til Monday. Boo him. Anyways, I still love him though. Hopefully next weekend I'll be there to visit him for once. Xb aiite then I'm gone byes.
Foolish. Stupid ♥ | | |
| DATE/TIME: 03.21.05
MOOD: Feeling better =D
I deleted the last blog, because..I WANTED TO. =b
Anyways. I come into understanding. Someone very special help me realize that I should keep certain things private. Which I agree with. Not everyone in the world should know how I feel. Or what's going on. Basically if you need to know. Then that's when you'll know, but nothing between.
I've let things out in past, that maybe I shouldn't have, but hey! I gotta learn from mistakes right? That's how we learn, am I right?
I still don't understand things at times, but that doesn't mean that I won't. That doesn't mean that I won't ever get to know the why or the how. It just takes time and understanding to get to that point.
There are certain things that I can't handle at times. But I know that I have to deal with it. Becuase at certain times, some people can't help, but then at other times they can.
Don't take the opportunities[sp?] you have for granted, because it'll bite you in the butt later on. | | |
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